Thursday Dec 13th morning, I woke up after good night sleep in my bed. I was also excited because I could attend the classes via robot. It was so much fun to be able to interact with my classmates and do a group activity, group discussions and be able to participate in the class quizzes. I got my home instructions for social studies and literacy and next day for math and science which was good. I realized that I am almost upto date in all my subjects. Hurray!! But I still have to work on the assignments and prepare for my tests. That would keep me busy.
These days, the biggest challenge I have is to eat. I do not have any appetite and it is so hard to think what to eat. My mom and grandma are always busy making things for me hoping that I will eat but I take few bites and then I am done. It makes me sad and really frustrated. I want to eat so that I can gain some weight that I lost in last 2 weeks. I lost almost 3 pounds which is not good. I do not want the nasal feeding tube. It is the most frustrating part of the whole treatment.
It’s a big day tomorrow. If my counts are good then I will start my Third phase of chemo. Also I have to undergo my bone marrow aspiration to check the MRD. I know my parents are very worried about it because it was slightly positive last time. I hope God will help me this time and give me the good results so that I can be cured fast and have a normal life!